Female figure study

(Life Drawing)

In my nothing you meant everything...

Please take this
And run far away, Far away from me, Far as you can see
I am tainted, and happiness and peace of mind
The two of us, We're never meant to be
All these pieces and promises and left behinds if only I could see
In my nothing you meant everything, everything to me

Who I used to be...

(Landscape Drawing)

In this place it seems like such a shame

Though it all looks different now, I know it's still the same
Everywhere I look you're all I see
Just a fading fucking reminder of who I used to be

What if...

(Life Drawing)

What if everything around you isn't quite as it seems?
What if all the world you think you know is an elaborate dream?
What if all the world's inside of your head just creations of your own
Your devils and your gods, All the living and the dead
And you really are alone
You can live in this illusion, you can choose to believe

He!

I'd listen to the words he'd say
In his voice I heard decay
The plastic face forced to portray
All the insides left cold and gray
There is a place that still remains
It eats the fear, it eats the pain
The sweetest price he'll have to pay
The day the whole world went away

I disappear

ocean pulls me close and whispers in my ear
the destiny I've chose all becoming clear
the currents have their say, the time is drawing near
washes me away, makes me disappear

Self Destruct

See the light disappear now, Roll it over the black
I've got to disappear now, And I'm never coming back
Let it roll on over everything in sight
It's taken out my feelings, And it's fading out the light
Watch me self-destruct, Watch me self-destruct
Watch me self-destruct, Watch me self-destruct